winnie is the pooh?

Just wanna say
my patience is limited...
don't do those things that are out of my patience...
Can i control my temper?
I don't think so...

Just wanna say
I don't like to give any type of promise...
I just don't want break any promise that i had made...
so i don't like to promise...

That is me...
a weirdo...
my anger wouldn't throw to anyone but only will on myself...

Tired of that...
Crazy life...

今天是假期吗？
我的假期要在学校渡过...
命苦啊...

今天做实验哦～
啊～应该先test那个phenolpthalein是不是好的...
呜呜...
前功尽弃啊...
我们拿的竟然是坏的...
直接炸...
炸到碎碎...

今天星期一喔～
哇哈哈哈～
white horse的吉他谱...
嘿嘿...
英语歌通常只有四个chord...
so 应该不难...
嘿...
white horse...
我的下个目标哦～

i wanna say...
someone dun like to talk that doesn't mean anything...
just simply dun like to talk...

i wanna say...
someone talkactive that doesn't mean that is noise...
he or she just simply show what he or she thinking...
it's all simply...

when a quite person meet a talkactive person...
that doesn't means the quite person need to talk to the talkactive person...
to suit the talkactive person...

when a talkactive person meet a quite person...
that doesn't means the talkactive person need to quite to suit the quite person...

just wanna simply say...
quite or talkactive is the character...
who you wanna find...
what you wanna talk...
that all is freedom...

the quite person doesn't not reject the talkactive person...
that means he/she is not frustrated about the talkactive person...
simply simply...
that's all concerned party problem...

i can understand what you think...
but can you think about the concerned party?
you can direct point out what's wrong...
hopefully you will do that...
but think it is an un-realise hope...
mate...i just simply don wan anyone sad over this simple thing...
that's all...
i doesn't mean querrel or what...
just wanna peace...
simply...

各退一步不就好？
不要搞到大家都没退路...
嗯？

考试结束了...
有松了口气的感觉...
但是接下来要应付的是拿到成绩的挫败感...
我的化学吹了...
还是吹了...
physical 和 inorganic 的对比率严重的不平衡...
会 和 不会 的对比率也相对的严重的不平衡...
所以完了...
呵...
也罢...
这只是小小的考试，不是吗？
但是心里还是很...
不懂怎么说...
我对不起mr xiao对不是cikgu halimah...
唉...

最近状态不好...
可能是考试的关系吧...
日夜颠倒的...
胸口一直在痛...
连呼吸都感觉到痛...
整个人不敢太用力的呼吸...
一直轻轻的...
心在不寻常的跳动...
那感觉不好...
我想过阵子就好了吧...
不是不看医生...
而是我已经习惯了...
没事的...

还有...
那答案我没办法现在给...
让我整理下心情...
我还没心理准备...
或许准备已经很久了...
但潜意识一直在拔河...
答应 与 不答应...
我还没办法抉择...
我需要时间...

今年的五一还蛮特别的说...
一早起来整理整理...
然后fat说要载小瓜去佩琪家...
我就很无聊的跟去了...
因为五一好显哦...
彤彤好累的感觉...
直接在我肩膀上睡着...
车子跳起来还照睡喔...
然后先送他们去隆城...

然后就绕来绕去...
先去六合...
结果没开...
呼...
然后改地点...
去了万顺...
“奇怪，怎么supermarket搬到楼下了？”
“奇怪，怎么那么多人？”
“奇怪吼，大减价？”
就这样我们过去了...
果然是大减价...
然后我们扫了很多东西也...
还打电话问家里的老人家要不要...
东西有便宜啦...
最后我们总共买了rm259...
耶！
帅～
这就是所谓的aunty power吗？
要变aunty了咯...
哈哈...
结果我们把后车厢塞满了...
后车座也有好多东西...

然后我们就去food court...
二姑要打包...
然后就弯去吃豆花...
然后就想说回咯...
经过崩山那间算餐馆吧？虽然有些破烂...
然后二姑就在那里说“哎哟，早知道就去那里打包猪脚。”
然后我们就弯回去买...
买了好大包才rm6而已...
还不错的便宜也...

然后一路飙到kukup...
呼...
要把那些东西载回家拿才是个学问，好不好？
买那么多干嘛啊？
耶耶～
那不是我的style...

Taylor Swift - Love Story

Lyrics by L.J. @ LK歌词组 Country分队

We were both young when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts:
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air.

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
See you make your way through the crowd
and say hello;

Little did I know
That you were Romeo; you were throwing pebbles,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."
And I was crying on the staircase,
begging you, 'Please, don't go.'

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew.
So close your eyes; escape this town for a little while.

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet,"
But you were everything to me; I was begging you, 'Please, don't go,'

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Romeo save me; they're tryin' to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever comin' around.
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town.

And I said,
"Romeo save me - I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think-"
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,
"Marry me, Juliet. you'll never have to be alone.
I love you and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress;
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Oh, oh.

We were both young when I first saw you...

Lrc by L.J. from LK Lyrics Group

why?
time passed...
why you keep all yours things?
don't keep it...
although i knew wat's going on...
but i wan hear wat you say...
don't cry over that thing...
it's no suit your tears...
just let bygone be bygone...

今天考muet...
我只想说完蛋了....
重考就跟他报上去...
等成绩回来再看要不要出席下次的考试...
唉...
我不要重考我不要重考...
其实3就够了...
刚刚好也...
但是个人不满意啦...
啊？
今天考试真的完蛋了啦...

好久没update blog了...

星期六...
我还起了个大早...
星期六干嘛起那么早？
都是啦...
那个什么步操比赛啦...
在smk teluk kerang...
我们十个"zabo"去帮忙算分...
嘿嘿...
重要的是sampat group到齐哇...
不错啦...
本来预计八点开始的活动拖到十点开始哦...
首先我要comment那个cikgu azahar口里说的meehoon goreng sedap...
实在是无话可说...
米粉硬硬的哪里好吃哇...
然后中午那个饭还不错吃的说...
只是那咸鱼真的好咸哦...
嘿嘿嘿...
我只想说一个步操比赛干嘛要那么多东东...
评判一大堆...
我们算的分也跟着多了...
还有一点我想comment的是...
这步操比赛不错啦，有的组很酷...
但是那个smk ys 就太做作了...
我看了直接炸...
虽然有娱乐性...
but真的很不适合...
然后我collect那个分数纸哦...
算的时候...
哇哈哈哈...
分数好低哦...
晕...
然后...
hmmm...
这个活动拖到两点才结束...
晕...
果然是拖功一流啊...

最近衰事一堆...
唉唉...
要拜拜啦...
还有就是...
胃又跟我闹脾气了啦...
我最近只是有常没吃午餐晚餐而已...
就那样而已哇...
但...
换来的是....
凄凄惨惨...
惨惨戚戚...
惨兮...

sometimes...
i lose my goal...
i lose myself...
i cannot get wat i actually want...
what i want?
what am i thinking?
what am i doing?
it's all look just simple...
but i dunno what have i done...
just confused...

stressfulllllllllllllll for this time...
the coming exam...
i have set my goal...
and i did many for the exam...
but this is my limit...
i cant go further more...
i cant put more effort on it...
i am not such person that can concentrate on 1 things for so long time...
but i will keep remember myself...
concentrate concentrate...
just for this year...
at least can study in local university...
izit?
if cannot study in local university then what i had done for this time all are useless...

one more thing...
just for the sham person...
is it?
i put too many attention on the someone...
so useless what...
and waste my time...
ewwww...
i don't wanna waste my time on such person...
just ignore...
if the person never go too much...
then i'm ok...
if no so...
ok also...
coz that is meaningless what?